Haha... Today is monday... So tired... I think i won't be able to finish my homework... But i din wanna make my teacher upset... So later i will do a little k...
Christmas just over... But my heart is still burning and burning... Hehe... I thank God for all the blessings i recieved... So nice... I got a book on depression... A candle with a verse one... A study Bible!!!!!! and 2 marshmallow cushion... So nice... I say i like tht nice nice cushion then my sisters give me... Ke Li and Rachel give me 1 pig... Wan Ling give me one dog... So exciting... Then i like the cards...
I like words of affirmation... In a way... Recently... Or this year... i change in a way... i dunno izzit becoz of the way i express myself... I was thinking do i seems to be too proud? Hey but actually i am not... As in... I say i li hai is because i know i not very li hai... I say i good because i not very good... Then in a way ppl laugh mah... Then deep inside i know tht i am not hao lian... But recently i felt tht it is not how i feels tht really matters all the time... Sometimes ppl may just interpret it differently... Haiz...
Tht day after the Christmas service i went to batam... Haha... Nothing much actually... But Nope... I went to a malay service on sunday... Suppose to go to an english one but then late le... so i say i was thinking why not just go see a malay service la... i mean i just wanna see see lorh... They have their service in a hotel ballroom... And guess wad... there are just so many malays there... the ballroom is almost filled... at least the seats la... then wow... haha... i dun understand wad they singing... but when the pastor preaching i sort of understood... i think tht is the power of God... haha... so cool...
So wonderful to see malays worshiping God... Hey... Is Jesus k... You know how cool it is not... I see how wonderful God is... Many times we live in sg, we just limit ourselves and God here... When we go out there... we see how when men have faith, God uses us to do so many things... We see indians, malays and the china ppl... they are all children of God... It all strikes me so much... You know i was thinking... Why are we still here when we accept Christ... Not beacause He wants us to love Him here, serve Him here, fellowship here... We can do these in heaven... Why? Why must we face trials... To mould us... For wad? Hello... It is to serve the non christians here... To witness to them... We need to be onward Christ soldiers... To fight the battle against sars... NO... Agains bird flu... NO... Against Satan... wad is sars? wad is bird flu? Death... Wad is satan? Eternal burning fire... God created me for a purpose... By grace i am saved... And i thank Him so much... Wad else can i ask for... But for His grace to be upon so many other lost souls around... Oh my...
AHh.... haha... I wanna witness for Him!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna obey!!!!!!!!!
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