So tired... Have been doing so many things for the whole week... Study, sweeping the classroom, guitar, and other stuffs... I never really cared if ppl know and appreciate wad I am doing... But... It doesn't means i dun mind being left out... Sometimes i will keep asking ppl to praise me... But someone said before tht worldly praise leads to pride... Yah, it may be true... But to me, i need to be sure tht wad i am doing is of satisfactory standard... So sometimes i was actually very encouraged when si kai ge or some other funny ppl tell me i did a great job in doing something... It motivates me to continue doing some things, and even do it better if i can... But i found out tht, if i rely too much on all these affirmation, one day when it stop, i will stop also... The thing is, sometimes i am just not very sure in wad position am i doing some things... Sounds very vague huh? But it is not very important...
I just realised today tht i must not care about whether ppl recognise wad i do, or realised wad i do... Wad is important is as i do all these things, my heart is focus on God... Wadeva it is, i know tht God sees it, He recognise it... Thts all tht mater... haha... So worldy praise wun affect me so much le... But i will still be very happy de....