Monday, November 28, 2005

God created time

"He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also, He has put eternity into man's heart, yet so that he cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end." Ecclesiastes 3:11

God created time, and made everything beautiful in it.
1st: Time is created by God. God IS WHO HE IS even before time begin. He is not limited by time. The question "when?" deals with time, and since God created time, He is not limited by time, and the question "When did God first come about?" cannot stand.

So God created time and gives man the knowledge of time, but that's not all. He also placed in our hearts that although there is a "time", and we are limited by it, there is also an "eternity" where we are not going to be limited by time. So, after we've reached our time limit on earth, we are face with eternity.

The most important point is, although we know there's a "time" where we are limited, and an eternity we have to face, we are still NOT God! We cannot know what God has done from the beginning and even to the end. Our God is of a higher authority than us.

He gives us partial understanding of Him. He is God, the ONE who NEVER changes.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Blue Eyes

i saw blue eyes again on the 15th Nov 10:11pm.. Think he is going home from work...
Hehe... This is the fourth time.. But the 1st time i seen him alone... He was alone and i was alone... haha...
Exams over... Dun wanna type le... hehe... Blue eyes!

Thursday, November 03, 2005

情绪混乱

考试到了,照理我应该要好好念书,但总觉得心情很难集中,似乎被什么捆住似的。脑袋和心里怪怪的。也不知道发生什么事。心动了。。。对谁?不知道。或许是因为不想面对事实吧。不想喜欢他。明明知道不可以。既然决定了,又何必苦恼呢?有时就没办法。
还是喜欢蓝眼睛好。至少不会感到伤心,不会感到苦恼。偶尔还可以为他写诗。增添生活乐趣。
用华文写,是不想让太多人了结心里的感受。或许因为自己很少写网上日记,根本就很少人会来看。。。。哈哈。哈哈。

Monday, August 08, 2005

lalalala...

haha... haha... i so tired... i am at rach house... she lost my da xia... i like da xia... i love God... i like him... haha... like him... like him.. like him... like him...
but actually i really love God leh... He is so cool la... so so cool... God i love You... I love love You... hehe...
i very luan... very very tired.. i wanna watch da xia...
my heart hurts... but it does not hurt tht much when i give it to God...
ok God i give my heart to you k... You guard my heart ok...
My heart so pain... But not very pain le... God... You must teach me wad to do k... You must lead me... I know you will :)
ahhhhhhhhhhh............ why must there be guys? haha... so attractive...
i miss kai ge... i miss alvin lai... i miss so so many ppl... i am going to miss rachel... i am going to miss so so many ppl... oh and i miss mr adrian... and mr shi... haha... lalalalalalala...
english oral... haha...

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Very long never update le... Syf, exams... Over le... Must start preparing for O'levels..
Why am i updating today? Coz i really feel tht i need to keep my heart (shou xin) liao... After June hols prob going to have lots of changes... I think the one affecting me so far is guitar handover... I am going to miss the kids so so much... haha... (smoking) actually is miss lao xu... Ahhh... We went thru so much together la... haiz... sad case... it will never be the same again...

Hols going to have four c.lit tests... Also good la, a way to study and revise... I think Mr Yow very cute.. haha.. He quite nice la, i think if i listen to him i can do well for chemistry.. i am this kind of ppl... Mr Choo also quite cute... DUnno why also leh... like so crazy lorh... but nvm... maybe like tht i will do better in that few subjects... coz like tht their lessons i wun sleep mah...

aiyoh... i feel very very funny... strange inside... i think guitar is affecting me alot...

Monday, March 28, 2005

What I learnt during Holy week

It was estimated that the money used in one single year on preparation of war can be used for a thousand plus years for mission works...

Combinations:
Without man and woman --- There was Adam
One man no woman --- There was Eve
Both man and woman --- You and I
Last combination, one woman no man --- Jesus!!
Cool rite... haha...

No matter how advance science is, how great the political powers can get, how powerful military weapons are, how rich you are...
3 things man can NEVER solve:
-Problem of sin
-Problem of sufferings, sorrow
-Problem of death

Psalms 118:24
The hymm "This is the day, this is the day that the Lord has made. That the Lord has made. I will rejoice, I will rejoice and be glad in it and be glad in it......."
Matt 26:30 "When they had sung a hymm, they went out to the Mount of Olives."
I heard Tang mu shi preached on good friday. He mentioned tht this is the 1st time it was recorded that Jesus sang a hymm.. I wonder if the other gospel books mentioned this part, but i only found it in Matthew... And Tang mu shi was saying tht the hymm tht they probably sang was Psalm 118:24, this is the day.
The one day that Jesus became the atonement for our sins. This one day will never be repeated. And after this day, we will be glad and rejoice.
The passover is the shadow of how Jesus is going to die for our sins... During Moses times, the angel pass over the door of the iraelites with the lamb's blood. This symbolises Jesus's blood. Deliverance from sin, just like how Isrealites were delivered from Egypt.
That one day, the wrath of God will be upon Jesus when our sins are on Him. No one colud comfort Jesus as even the comfortor's sin will be upon Jesus. Matt 27:46 "About the ninth hour Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?" - which means, "My God, my God,why have You forsaken me?"
That was how much Jesus suffered...

We cannot completely understand, but at least we can have correct partial understandings. Ephesians 3:18 "may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ,"

1 John 3:16 "This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down His life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers."
The gist of this verse is Christ's sacrifice.

Do we really love God? Do we really know how to love God? If we never sacrifice myself to accomplish others, I have not love. So it is important that Jesus is willing to suffer for me.

Good Friday is important. It allows us to understand(try to), ponder upon Jesus's sufferings.
Suffering of Christ is important.
In the suffering of Christ, not only do we know the love of God, we also establish our love for God, and we follow His example...

HOWEVER!!! The important part is Jesus ROSE from the dead... HE IS ALIVE!!! haha... that is the part tht makes Him so different... That is the part that created an impact in people's lives... I think the disciple would have just went back to their normal lives if they din see Jesus resurrect. The resurrection itself changed the diciples. They recieved the power of the Holy Spirit. And they just go!!! Go and do the will of the Father!!! :)

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Aeroplane Analogy

I know an airline company, they are going to give free air tickets one day... You have to get a pass from them... And on the day that they are going to give the tickets, just produce the pass... How do you get the pass? Just believe that they are going to give away the air tickets and you will get the pass... It will entitle you to a free air ticket to any place you wanna go... Everyone who has the pass gets a free ticket? When are they giving it out? Once everyone has heard of this good news...

Ok, I'm going to tell this to all the people i know... after all the pass is unlimited, as long as they believe they will have the pass and they will get the free ticket. This is so exciting!

"Hey I've got something cool to tell you..." "No no... I am too busy too listen." Ok nevermind, he is too busy this time...
"Hey! There is this company giving away free air tickets........" "Yah right, go back to dreamland! There is no such thing" He din believe me...
20... 30... All of them din believe me...
"I've got something to tell you... It may seem unbelievable... But this company...." "REally?? HoW do i Get the pass?" "You believe? You've got it.... Go tell more people. The day is near :)"

"Attention to all! The day has come for Calvary Airways to give away our free air tickets! Those who have the pass, please come forward and collect your free air tickets! Thanks for trusting Calvary Airways! Enjoy Your trip:)"

"What! I dun have the pass!" "Huh? You mean there was really such a thing?" "I wanted to believe, but I had my doubts..." "You mean that was what you wanted to tell me? Oh my! Was i really that busy?"

It is my duty to tell you this good news... Whether you believe it or not is your choice... Yes it is just soo easy, believe and you get the pass to a place where you spent eternity with God! Is it so hard for people to do... In this analogy, what is at stake is just an air ticket... However in reality, it is our soul...

I will tell the world... Again and again... 1st time they dun believe me, i will try again... I've got the pass... And i know so much...

Hey... What do you all think about this analogy? Anyway to improve it? Or is it not good at all?

Sunday, January 09, 2005

worldly praise

So tired... Have been doing so many things for the whole week... Study, sweeping the classroom, guitar, and other stuffs... I never really cared if ppl know and appreciate wad I am doing... But... It doesn't means i dun mind being left out... Sometimes i will keep asking ppl to praise me... But someone said before tht worldly praise leads to pride... Yah, it may be true... But to me, i need to be sure tht wad i am doing is of satisfactory standard... So sometimes i was actually very encouraged when si kai ge or some other funny ppl tell me i did a great job in doing something... It motivates me to continue doing some things, and even do it better if i can... But i found out tht, if i rely too much on all these affirmation, one day when it stop, i will stop also... The thing is, sometimes i am just not very sure in wad position am i doing some things... Sounds very vague huh? But it is not very important...
I just realised today tht i must not care about whether ppl recognise wad i do, or realised wad i do... Wad is important is as i do all these things, my heart is focus on God... Wadeva it is, i know tht God sees it, He recognise it... Thts all tht mater... haha... So worldy praise wun affect me so much le... But i will still be very happy de....